Saturday, November 28, 2009 / 1:02 AM
Radiant Smile.
I was shocked to see this photo appeared in my Facebook. Appearantly, my cousin had tagged me in this photo. I dont even remembered i took this picture. I'm the one in the middle. Hahahs. Hmmm, what a nice smile i had. Hahahas!
God was simple minded. He just asked me, " What dreams do i have?" So very simply, i answered, " Earn money so that i can give it to my mum!" Then God shot me. :( He said, " Then would you be able to give me your 10% with that same mindset? Will you think that its worth it? Do you love me enough?"
From there, i get what He meant.
Friday, November 27, 2009 / 1:25 AM
Needed.
At this point of time, i thought what i needed is a long prayer and a tallk with God. I thought it was time to sit down and chat with God now. I feel pressured of all sudden.
Found myself playing facebook games of all sudden. I guess i'm really bored man~ I cant find any job still. My siblings are going to my Aunt's house to stayover again. Hmm, mixed fellings. Should i be happy or sad leh? Hahhas. Happy because there'll be no one to snatch computer with me. Sad because i will have no one to play, talk and crazy with. Hahahas.
Seriously. Towards you, im wordless.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 / 1:57 AM
Hidden Taste.
After putting one slice after another slice of oranges into my mouth, words just "puff!" into my face.
Oranges, the fruits which always leaves an impression of "eww, SOUR!" However,it changed my view towards certain stuffs. The first bite is always so sour but as the taste continues, i found that oranges are sweet. Too sweet to eat 5 in a day. I think eating oranges can really even spoke to me alot since i couldnt get what God is trying to convey through bible reading.
I learnt that in life we are all bound to face with situations. Tough times always seems too difficult for us to overcome. Tough times always leave us in sour state. Tough times made us feel unable to continue our walk with God because we tasted the first bite. Tough times let us think that no one likes it. And now, i just think that tough times = oranges. Because of the sour smell, my mum does not like eating oranges. My belief used to be the same as my mum until the day i decided to try it out and the outcome made me changed my belief too. I was thinking why not try taking another steps into the situations since i had already taken the first step. Maybe, i would discover or even earn myself something priceless. Do not ever judge a book by its cover.
Its tough to continue walking when truth collides! Frankly speaking, i just cant stop myself be bother by the truth. I just wonder, why people around me likes to have this thinking of partnering. Not talking about BGR but friendship.): Why do so many people thinks that everyone should have their own partner(friend). This world, i can never understand it.
I could say, God sent me a SMS! It says " True friend stands on when the whole world leaves you." Even though its not God the one who really sent it, He was great enough to forward this message to that person's mind.(: I just pray, pray that this True friend of mine would step out of the crowd and wave at me. Hahaha.
"...touched by what You had done for me.."
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 / 12:02 AM
So wasteful to see another day just passed. Though i did something today,i still kinda of empty and bored at times. I cant possibly using computer 24/7 leh. So bored after Os. Miss the hectic scehdule i used to have.
I guess i'm going to rot off if i dont find job or something to do.
Monday, November 23, 2009 / 4:07 PM
We Are SPARTANS!
Still misses Red camp 6:( This was taken with the 2 Student leaders of our group, Shakinah and Adeline Cheww! Missed the jokes that they shared, the experiences they shared too. The fun, just passed by within this 3 days.
:)
To me,maybe not only me, its really a good scene to see Liting appearing in Church. She really does have alot of primary school mates over there. Although she claimed that she could only attend once but ya, we are still going to pray for her.
Earlier on, i remembered Lumei asked the group about our resolution of the year and at that time i just attended church for quite few weeks only. I still remembered what i said. One of which was that I wanted to bring at least one person to my church. Now i looked back again. Not only did God answered my prayer but He had provided me to bring 3 people to church! Holy spirit is really giving me the desire and courage to share the gospel with the others. Even though it was difficult to gain others agreement and faced with rejections, strong rejections, I still managed to have 3 person to come to church. All thanks to God, my Jehovah Jireh again.
Woah, ever since the Red camp's Hop night, thousands and thousands of rock musics are going round and round in my head. Making me so much hyper man. Honestly, the Hop night was really like clubbing and right now I'm so scared that i'm going to get into serious addiction.
Birthday party.
Celebrated Sandy's birthday at Becky's house. She was suprised i guess, to see so many of us were there. Hahah! Food food and foods!! Random Questions, Game of Life and Taboo are all out! The whole bunch of us had so much fun in the games. Seriously, i dont know why i kept grumbling during the Game of Life. Maybe its because i lost my husband before even having a child. Then i changed my career thinking it would be of better pay but turned out to be worse. In the end i lost not only husband but also job plus i have to pay so much money in every steps that i took. Lawsuit to weiting wasnt successful. Lastly,i got 3 kids but later did i know that the more kids you have the more money you have to pay for their educations! O_O Tell me, who wouldnt grumbled? Hahahahas! In the cab home.
Time spent with Godchasers never leave me to regret about it.(: Thanks Guys. Certainly, God really put me in the right company and leaving traces of evidence for me to find out the purpose of His. Thanks you.
Saturday, November 21, 2009 / 2:27 AM
RED Camp.
I started with a mindset of "Sian, its not going to be fun since NP is not going to be my choice either.."
Day 1.
Overall seems boring to me. Path of discovery seems so boring too. The day ended early too. Had an early rest and was disappointed with the camp. However, it was great to know the Student Leaders over there, who were all sweet and kind.
Day 2.
One word.. FUN. Ended quite late. Get to learn about the mass dance. Celebrities like Jade seah, michelle chia and the Polo boys were there too but i wasnt interested. So i just watched the interview went on. After the whole interviewing sessions, we had so much fun. Songs were on to the blast-est mode and everyone just couldnt help but dance to the beat. Jack and Ray was great, led us to sing along with their songs. Tired!
Day 3.
Farewell. By this day, i had got myself into so many cheers, cool and awesome cheers. Getting to know more and more SLs too. HMS was so much laughters especially the Puppet shows! Many of us had so much laughters! The SLs had their hearts out talks with us. So touching. Getting ourselves ready for the goodbye photo takings marathon. Searching and grabbing any SLs we could find and taking pictures with them. Followed by the Hop Night! Musics were left on the loudest and everyone dance again. Just so like clubbing=X But it was great. "Bye bye" was the words which most of us were unwilling to mention. All we did was to mention about the Open house!(:
Now i think again.. NP would be one of my choices.(: Not because of the fun but of course the Courses and the SLs' hospitality. Thanks alot.
PROM.
Its finally over. After so many days of preparations, prom just passed away in like a few hours only. The whole process wasnt as fun as i expected maybe due to the High fun level i had the day before it. Even the dance, not so hyper either. Blah.
Pictures got jammed too. Post it all up some other days.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 / 11:27 PM
Purposes.
From the starting, i dont have the intention of going to Red Camp. However, i still signed up in the end. Till the very last day of the registration, i still got myself registered for it. Until today, i found out the real purpose of getting into Red Camp. Inside the Goodie bag, i found this two slip of papers!
Prom is reaching soon. Thinking of getting contact lense, a daily disposal one, yet i had run out of money. I was lucky to have enough money for my clothings though. Lucky. One of the slip of papers which i found in my Goodie bag was... a vocher; Free 5 pairs of daily disposable contact lenses vocher! Flipping the vocher around to see does this vocher really means to give me 5pairs of free contact lenses. Hahahas! Miracles just flashed passed me.
Until now, i'm still 'jobless'. Without money, it means my wishlist would not be fulfilled! Another vocher which i found was.... $30 Vocher from a Performing Arts school! Under the courses they provided.. it was stated Korean Hip-hop dance/ Hip-hop dance! I was totally amazed with what God had really provided me. Two discoveries in a day. Though i didnt get movie tickets, i got myself with so many amusing stuffs(:
The purpose of going to the Camp: Because i could only then get all this Vochers!!! Woohoo!(:
Monday, November 16, 2009 / 12:56 AM
Isolation Period!
This whole week is going to be so busy for me. Need so many ideas and plans for so many things. Aiyoyo. Isolation is what i need now man, so like High C factor. Hahahs!
Went to watch 2012 today and all i could say was my popcorn cant stop flying around and couldnt stop blocking the view of those who are seating behind me. When the climax came, my popcorn went up to my face level. When climax have yet to reach, i ate popcorn non stop and andrea and me couldnt stop laughing throughout the movie.
Moreover, the show was okay but it just couldnt stop making my heart stopped pumping for once. Somehow, it does really seems like a kind of brain wash movie. Hahas. From this show, i learnt that how selfish oneself can be, how a broken family got back together happily again, how a life of a dog could be overtaken for human life and of course, HOW CAN THAT GOOD LOOKING GUY DIED IN THE PLANE CRASH?!!!! Okay, the main point is i still learnt something good. Hahahas.
Concert is coming. I got to prepare myself for it. Thanks God that the concert was held at 7pm which i could go after church on saturday. Guys, get ready for it man! WAHAHAHA!
Saturday, November 14, 2009 / 12:31 AM
Timeline
After so long, Prom is arriving soon. Before Os, i seems to go through lots of obstacles with accompany of moods too.
Spent 2 days shopping around. Thanks to Brendan that i know that there is a place call Haji Lane and Bali lane. Places full of wonders. Saw something which i fell in love immediately on the first stop; Candle boutique. Lovely. Military blazer yet it could be wear so casually. Thankful to God that i met with so many kind and friendly salegirls. After walking around Haji and Bali lane, i cant believe that the girl in Candle Boutique still remember me and the blazer which i resevered! Still welcomed me back with a bright smile even though i was gone for like how many hours. Service of hers, thumbs up man! (:
Bugis street was so crowded by the time when we went there. Almost faint, cant really stand so much people talking and squeezing at the same time.x_x Ya,dying of strangerness again! Hahahas! Another shop which i successfully bought my shorts, good services again. Allowing me to come back to exchange for other sizes in three days times(:
So tired after so much walkings are done. A mere shopping trip but thanks God for bringing in so much different stuffs into my life now. Hahahs(:
You guys should take a look. (: Im totally inspired by this video and fell in Love with it too:D
Thursday, November 12, 2009 / 12:58 AM
Comeback!
Finally O level is officially over. Poppers appeared at the end of the paper. Hahahs!
Went out the whole of today looking for jobs. Went to Bega, Zenitant and.. too paiseh to say. Thanks to weiting, i have to submit the forms too... T_T
I dont know whats going on with my siblings and me right now. Hahahs!
Sis: "Jie, got chocolate leh!"
Me: "Ohhh, okay."
Sis: "Can i open?"
Me: "Huh..dont know go ask Mummy~"
Me: *Sneak my finger to the chocolate already..
Sis: "Eh eh nonononono, mummy say cannot eat but can look only!"
Me: "HUH?! Where got like that de?!"
Bro: *Already staring at the chocolate..
All staring in the end..
Finally Huiyi spoke up..
Sis: "AIYA! LETS EAT LAH!"
Me and Bro: "YEAHHHH OKAY EATTTT!"
Sis: "Then we push the blame to Papa!"
Me: "Ya ya ya, say he woke up in the midnight and eat the choc!"
All laughing endlessly!!
Thanks to them, they really allowed me to end my day off with a smile(:
